Pink Chick

hollaback, gem

2005-08-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

sobrang dami nang nangyari sa buhay ko ngayon. in a span of 3 months, everything seemed to be so difficult. everyday is hell. primarily because of law school. i hardly get complete hours of sleep. hapit sa gimik. basta my world turned upside down, totally! i never thought law school will be this tough! oh well, though i'm really having a hard time adjusting and getting a grip of my new world, i'm actually starting to love it. actually, what i love the most in law school is going to school everyday, daily allowance, you know, the stuff that i receive when i was still in lasalle and st scho. hahaha! school is all about friends, right?! ayun! i have a new set of friends na and they're sooo great! grabe! wala na ako masasabi pa sa blockmates ko... most of us bonded together in a snap! hehehe...

most of the time, pag walang teacher, lalo na pag monday and thursday (dahil wala si brown- bitch!) tambay lang sa classroom, nag- iingay, nagnggugulo, kumakanta.. hehehe.. parang asa lasalle pa din. hahaha! pero syempre, tangina sa workload!!! waaaaaaaaah! information overload! everyday is finals exam day! at ang matindi don, oral! kasi graded recitation everyday eh. hahaha!! tangena! kelan kaya ako makakabawi??! waaaaaaaaah!!!

they're the people who motivate me to study, in order to stay in san beda...

they're the reason why i study. i want to stay in beda to be with them...

basta.... sa 3 buwan na yon, maraming nadagdag, maraming nabawas, maraming nagbago... nadagdagan ng kaibigan, nabawasan ang pagka- maton, nagbago pati minamahal....

*wink*

miss mah friends sooo much!!!!

nga pala, thanks for everything miguel ko!!! =)

HASSLE!!!

2005-05-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

This day is all about hassle! imagine, i have to be at Nestle at 7:30 in the morning. i prepared everything for that PK workshop. well, it was fun coz i got the chance to be with anton and sonny. hehe (patay ako pag nakikita pala nila toh. as if!) anyway, i'm actually here in school (DLSU) coz i have to file the clearance form for that fuckin' San Beda enrollment. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! eto na! thiz iz it! wala na talaga akong magagawa.... =( oh well... anyway, what happend??? ummm... yesterday, i don't know why the hell am i thinking of Kid?! it was like the whole day i was thinking of him. actually everything started las Saturday. i saw a guy who actually looked like Kid, pero pag nakatalikod lang.. then i don't know... basta it's like an unexplainable phenomenon! then just yesterday, i was in the jeep when the guy entered kinda looked like him.. i mean the porma... well, ok lang pero everytime i look at the guy, talagang pormang Kid! most especially the shoes, man! while laughing my heart out... kumanta ba naman!!! "...it started when we were younger you were mine...you will always be my boo..." tangena tama ba??!!!! waaaaaaaaaaah!!! grabehan na ito!!! pero sige, ayos lang.... as if... i got home. changed clothes, turned the computer on, the tv on. in the middle of my night rituals, my first text message i received since i got home... number lang... ui quote! "it's hard to fall in love again when you're still attached to your past..you must learn to let go & open your heart to someone else. it's not easy to do pero minsan.. KAILANGAN.." 09184518576... wew.... si Kid yun ah! shet naman... *heart thumpin* ano ba!!!!! tanagena anong nanyayari???!!!! and why the hell did he text that?? what for??? para sa akin ba yan or para sa kanya?? sheeet... anyway, i grabbed the chance and replied..ayun, nagtext kami for a while then that's it.. parang friends lang.. friendly text, pero deep inside i know that we both feel the same way... we still have feelings for each other but we should take things easy. we don't know where these feelings will take us pero time will tell if we are ready....

shige na! hafta go na!!! basta yan na lang muna!!

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oh yeah!

2005-05-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

yeahness!!! kahit na ang gulo gulo ng buhay ko gnayon dahil lang sa dalawang oldies, eh ok naman dahil angawa ko yung gusto nila. pero the question is, gusto ko ba? i am always thinking..."buti na lang sumonod ako..." dadating ba ako sa point na masasabi ko yan sa mga anak and pamangkin ko, tulad ng mga sinasabi ng mga tito ko ngayon? well, hope everything will turn out just fine.

grabe, bilib talaga ako sa Cabangon family. wala lang. they are the people who you can be super proud of. though they lost their dad at an early age, and endured the ka- "donahan" of their mother, they still grew up as the ideal people. grabe. wala alng. words can't explain how proud and lucky i am to be a Cabangon. sana nga lang lolo job, the paragon of the Cabangon urban legend, is here to see us grow into beautiful people.

wala pa ako masyadong masabi ngayon kasi im in a hurry. im here sa powerplant. it;s luch break so i got the chance to post. hehehe. jologs kasi pc sa house kaya nga i want e laptop na eh!!!!

people sa NY!! can i have a laptop as a grad gift and a congratulatory gift an rin??

=D

my life... or not?? =(

2005-05-14T11:02:00.000+08:00

well, well, well. my parents got what they wanted. i passed San Beda Law School. i was actually wait listed because but they said there are slots so i immediately accepted the opportunity. haaay... ano na gagawin ko? eto na eh.. shet gem.. prepare to become a losyang! shet man! mawawalan ako ng social life! eh that's what i wanted pa naman! whew! di naman sila excited noh?? maghanap na daw ako ng dorm. waaaaaaaaaaaah! tnagena gigimik alng ako eh! i need a car!! haha!!! pero seriously, i really need one. now i can say that i have to enroll in driving school. shet! i really want to make money so i will be able to get even a 2nd hand car and a laptop. these two are on top of my wishlist. haaaaaaaaay.... ewan ko.. i sad kasi "if i passed law school, maybe it's for me" ano ka ngayon, gem. pinasa ka ni Kuya Jess, anong gagawin mo??? shet i need mone pa naman. mag working student na lang ako! haha! as if kaya ko dba?? oh well... till here na lang muna.. magkukwento pa ako ng mga upcoming chuvanesses coz tonight, another party... hehehe

i miss my baby Nathan!!! =(

laugh trip

2005-05-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

i just changed my blog skin. it's cute eh. wala lang. hehe.. haay nako, anna's in Puerto now. actually, dayang's also inviting us to go to Puerto next week. 3 days, 2.5K lang buhay na. hmmm... let me see... hehehe.. bahala na.. last nite we celebrated mom's day sa newton. wala lang, super laught rip talaga! kasi naman si dad eh! kung ano ano sinasabi! kesyo kami daw yung pinakamaliit sa mga lavalle. ok lang! at least maitno kami noh! haha! ewan ko ba kung baket ganon! i mean, baket about sa mga magpipinsan yung napag kwentuhan namin. at get this, si tito sep sobrang naiyak na sa kakatawa. buti nga yun eh. at least he'd be sleeping with a smile on his face though his family's away. super todo chat tlaaga kaami last nite using tito sep's laptop and unlimited internet! wew! ang saya. mejo nakakahiya nga kasi hot seat ko yun. si tita dek lang ang nakaupo kasi ka chat nya si tita pinks. you know, gurl/mommie talk. oh well...

we got home na about 3 am! ganon ka grabe! as in tawanan lang the whole stay there! jul and i tried to contact Nathan and Noel if they arrived na in Quatar. we were so excited kaya! tas yun nga, we got the chance to talk to them pero naubusan agad ng load. tinawagan ako pero di ko na nasagot so ngayon morning ako nag load pero i bet tulog pa yung mga yun! haaaay miss ko na talaga yun Nathan na yun! sana makausap ko sya today..

the best and worst of summer '05

2005-05-07T13:32:00.000+08:00

my work in Nestle was extended. i dont know if im supposed to be happy about it pero since ive got nothing to do for the meantime, that's fine with me na rin siguro. i get paid for it naman eh. =) i never got the chance to see sir miggy na pero sir paolo's still around. hehe. yaan mo sya! after tita res left for New York, eeverything changed na. super boring and lonely. kasi naman, lola, tin, tsoks, and tita pinks went to NY din for the whole month of May. hopefully lang tita pinky would come home. anyway, yun nga. B O R E D lahat ng mga tao. pero good thing na lang my cousins sa mom side nandito. i mean, Nathan and Noel, my most gwapo cousins among the rest, arrived from quatar. grabe talaga! haaaaaaaay. they were the best in my worst summer. good thing na lang we got the chance to be with them kahit for 4 days lang. we enjoyed every minute together. kay jul si Noel ever since talaga, tas kami ni Nathan. super love ko talaga yung kid na yan! pero ngayon they're leaving na. haaaay. naiiyak na nga ako kanina nung kausap ko si Nathan. haaay, puro yun lang talaga masabi ko. i cant say anything more kasi super sad ako. sila din nga super sad kasi nga they weren't expecting na uwi sila agad. basta wala na ako masabi.

Noel- YETBO ROCKS! miss you na talaga!!! i know you're not into internet pero hopefully Nathan will inform you. miss ko na tawanan moments naten.. Stardance...... P*&%#$@! pataba ka! dapat pogi pa din ikaw paguwi dito!

Nathan- baby ko!!! miss na miss na miss na miss na kita sobra sobra!!!! wish you were here! miss ko na hugs and kisses mo!! dont worry, pagbalik mo dito, mas madami pang kisses and hugs!!!! love u so much!!! *mwah* *mwah* *mwah**mwah* pataba ka din! yung promise mo ah!!! basta let's keep our promises! no tattoos, no more pierceings please!!! dapat gwapo pa din baby ko pag uwi dito! *mwah* *mwah* *mwah**mwah* dadating din juniper mo para maalala mo ko! waaah! =(

behave kayong dalawa ah! we'll wait for you! love ya!!!

WTF??!!

2005-04-30T11:16:00.000+08:00

Mark is a quintessence of the cliché “kung gusto may paraan, kung ayaw may dahilan”.

Isn’t that the right thing to say? It fits his attitude perfectly. I mean, he is the type of person that you’ll see the effort if he wants something, and immediately finds a way to turn down something that gets in the way of what he wants. I know this because we’ve been together for like 3 years? Not as if we had a relationship or anything. We’re friends, block mates, and in those 3 years, I’ve spent 7 solid months with him. This is pure friendship, if you’re thinking anything else aside from what I just said. As in everyday of that freaking 7 months, we’re together! He would throw pillows and trinkets at me so that I’d wake up. Dad even marked our sleeping bag as Mark’s bed. We cook dinner when our parents are out. Actually he does the cooking to dishwashing. He’s been with us the whole summer. Even the people in New York know him very well because he’s never missed a family event. He’s been to every single house party in Newton. He became one of the Ravens team. He even attended Kid’s party! Haha! J. He was the only “friend” who got the chance to step in our ancestral house in Quezon. In school, he always waits for me after my class. I wait for him after his practices for his events in school, and didn’t miss one. On Mondays, we hang out in UM until 7 pm so we can get a ride home with Ryan, his best friend. We go home together, he stays at our house until 11 pm and kuya Don picks him up there. He calls up when he gets home. It seemed like we never ran out of stories to tell and lessons to share. We hang out in Glorietta every weekend. See a movie, eat dinner, kid around, look around, wander. We shop together, cry together, get mad one after the other.

Candy magazine called him up and asked to come for a photo shoot for he was voted as 15th of the 50 Candy Cuties of the year. We went together and I answered the questions for him.

His ex got jealous because she thought Mark was courting me. Our own friends thought we’re together. His friends thought I’m his girlfriend. But still Mark doesn’t consider me as a close friend. Hehe. How ironic.

Walk in the rain.

Everything changed when he left.

I’m not expecting anything. I just want him back…. As the one who came to me from the start.

Everything I said are ghosts that haunt me every night. The memories linger, and it hurts. The friendship that I thought would continue to grow was put to an end. And I hate it. I hate the feeling but eventually I’m actually starting to embrace it.

Things for me are too good to be true.

Ey! If Jul’s not serious about the thing she said about you that she’s doesn’t want you to come with us or anything like that, well, I am dead serious about it. Get the picture?? Quit it, dude! Tangena tama na paasa, chong!

A Series of Unfortunate Events

2005-04-26T12:37:00.000+08:00

Why is it that whenever I have plenty of time to update this blog, I can’t seem to advance? I don’t have anything to do anymore since school’s over. I even got my course cards! I’ve got lots of stories to tell… but mostly they are “a series of unfortunate events”—yeah, that title best describes everything that had happened to me in the past few weeks.

Defense is over (obviously!). Well, it went pretty good. RipWitz asked me a question and I weren’t able to answer it because she’s stuttering and I can’t understand! She’s Bisaya so I barely understand what she says! Tin and Ren got a 3.5 and I got a 3. Not bad. At least it’s high, hehe :) No more problems in school ‘coz we already got the course cards. I got a 3.5 in Psyres2 (thesis) and a 3.0 in Practicum. Oh well… I don’t know if I will be qualified for a dean’s list. I hope so; hence I may be able to say to myself that at one point in my life in LaSalle, I was a dean’s lister hahahaha!!!!! :) I thought I would never be coming back to school but still I have to follow up all the requirements I’d need for my application in San Beda Law School. Gem, as if! When I was a kid, I can picture myself doing the things that my dad does. Attending hearings in courts, analyzing cases, cross-examining, etc. Now, I can’t. I don’t exactly know what came to me and ended up not liking to pursue law. When I was in my last year in St. Scho, I was eager to become one. I dreamt of having my own law firm and becoming one of the most in demand lawyers in the country! And a hottie as well! Hahaha!!! Joke!!! :) My family wants me to become a lawyer! Waaaaaaaah! I can’t imagine myself lurking in the wee hours reading huge law books and ending up wearing a 5-inch thick eyeglasses. NOOOOOOO!!!!! I can’t tell them that I don’t want to take up law. I know it would break their hearts! Shit! I’m so pressured! I’m giving it a shot though. I’ve taken entrance exams in Ateneo and UP; obviously I wouldn’t pass those exams! Heller naman??!! My last chance is San Beda. I have to get a certificate for good moral from the guidance and the Dean’s office. Pucha sobrang bola sa guidance! I said I’m really motivated to take up law. Hahahaha!! When I saw my recommendation from the guidance, almost every category was above average. Well, I hope that helps.

Zoe accompanied me in submitting my requirements. Thanks Poe!!! :) I felt something unexpected. I actually felt “at home” in the campus. At one point, I felt I wanted to pursue my studies in San Beda. I felt like I was in LaSalle. But then I shook my head and went with the filing of my application. Who knows? Maybe I can get the chance to pass in San Beda and pursue law there. I just hope I can pass—not for me, but for my family. I’m cool with it if didn’t pass. No hard feelings or anything, just the way I felt when I was informed that I didn’t pass the 2 other schools. Heller I’m not expecting anything naman! Besides, my heart is in the world of business…

I became more interested in business and marketing that’s why today, I want to put up a business of my own and with my best friends too. Haaaaaay…. Especially now that I’m having my extended practicum work here in Nestle. Nakaka- excite! Now, I can picture myself working here. I don’t like office work, but I realized that this type of work is more of a permanent one. Besides, you get to have a lot of friends. And talk about the benefits and the salary! Ngyong OJT lang ako, I get P 5, 000 a month! Whew!! Asteeg!!! Pero san na kaya toh napunta?? I’ve been working here since February so I should be getting a maximum of P15, 000. Asan na??? In fairness, mejo yumaman naman ako working in Neslte. Food here is cheap and I get to drink all the iced tea and Milo I want anytime. Hehehe :)

Enough of that career shit. Sorry if you guys got bored because of that. Let’s go to the most exciting part of “Gem’s Series of Unfortunate Events - The Movie”.

It’s been 2 weeks since the accident took place. Ivo and I were riding Anne’s motorbike in Newton corner Edison. Ivo doesn’t know how to ride that freakin’ bike so ayun, lipad kaming dalawa. Because of that accident, I can’t go out without a jacket or anything that will cover my right arm. I’m thirsty for party but I couldn’t. I had burns in my right arm and it was kinda traumatic. Ok lang sana kung isa lang kaso 4 sya diba?? Well, before malaki sya, now maliit na. I’m doing all the best I can just to mend these wounds. Sebo de Macho izz bezz for me. If not, I’m really going to spend a lot of money just to get rid of the scars. Fucker!!! Until now, I can’t get over. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Recommend naman kayo dyan ng mga super fast and effective scar remover oh!!! I’m desperate!!!!!!!! Mag- iipon ako para magpa- Belo or Calayan. As in! Since I still have to work for the restoration of my bronze skin, sebo de macho is my bestfriend… hahaha!! :)

Sorry, I almost forgot to mention that my tita Res is here in Pinas! We’ve been to Tagaytay for horseback riding. It was cool! I’m riding Jasper. The day after, I had body pains. Huhu =( We also went to Laguna to go swimming. Grabe! Jessie’s henna izz bezz!!! I told Jessie to put up a Henna Tatoo and Garlic Mushroom- while- you- wait. Sobra sarap!!! And of course, the non stop videoke! Gulat sila lahat na I can sing pala… hahaha!!! :) I’m supposed to enroll in driving school sponsored by tita Res, but when they heard me sang, they all agreed to enroll me in singing lessons instead! Isasali daw ako sa mga Star in a Million! Waaah! NOOOO!!! Why do they keep insisting me to do the things I do not like?? Ayoko maging singer puhleezz!!! Ok na yung may talent!!! Pota! Pero this time, di na ako papayag. Driving lessons izz bezz for me. Pag ayaw talaga nila. I’ll earn it! Puta naman kasi! I’m 21 and I don’t want to remain clueless in driving! Well, Zoe and Jessie teach me from time to time and I have kunsintidor tito’s Sepoy and Bebot. They just trust us because heller?? We’re old enough to drive! It’s not just a fancy. Driving is a necessity, a skill.

I’m gonna miss Neslte soooo much… My contratct’s up until the 29th. Too bad sir Miggy isn’t around. I think he’s on leave or in a seminar somewhere in the world. I’ll also miss sir Paolo… that sweet talker! Hehe :)

I still want to go to the beach. Please naman kahit isa lang!

Tin, Ren, Marla, Yana, Pat, Marianne—puta umalis naman tayo!!! Dami kong kwento sa inyo!!! Miss you guys soooo much!!! Inuman tayo! Joke… hahaha!!! :)

Dayang, Kat, Mei, Mica, Nikkie, Jovie—baka gusto nyong gumimik??? Nikkie and Jovie, BAKA NAMAN GUSTO NYO MAGPAKITA????

Magie & Mykees—miss ko na kayo! Pucha Mykees kaw din baka gusto mo magpakita?? Magie, kelan gimik?? Miss you!!!

Anna & Vanessa—pucha ang pathetic naten! Di pa tayo nagkikita! Si V and Poi ok lang. Tayo na bibisita sa kanila! Pero Anna naman! Nasa Glorietta ka na di pa tayo magkita?? Mas nakita mo pa mga pinsan ko kesa sakin! Hahaha!! :) Musta na ang Convegy’s girl?? At pota pwede wag mo ako artehan sa telepono! Wag mo ako ma English- English dyan! Pag ako nag- English, patay ka! Anna! Read BINGEING. Dapat by now alam mo na yan!!! Miss ko na kayo!!!! Ano na balita sa inyo?? Magpapa- yaman muna tayo tas itayo na natin ang Stars Etc.:) Turuan nyo naman ako mag- edit nitong blog!!! =(

CJ—mag- behave ka ha! I miss you sooo much na din… :)

Musta na kaya si Kid?…

Well, that’s it! I’ve got nothing more to tell.

DEFENSE 2 & THE PEOPLE I MISS....

2005-04-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

shet man!! tomorrow na yung defense! im so fuckin nervous!!! oh well... (word of the month??) haha!! =) i just hope na we'll get through this na! pls kuya jess sana maganda mood ni morada!!! waaaaaah!!! sana wala ng tanungin si RipWitz samin.. haaay...

im missing someone... in the middle of this fuckin thesis defense presentation, naalala ko si... syempre si KID.. wala lang.. musta na kaya sya?? oh well... pero im sure naman na he doesn't have any gurlets.. magulo lang talaga utak non ngayon.. i was thinking, if ever he asks me back, i'd probably say yes... if everything works out just fine, then go! pero if it didn't, fine with me lang din. at least i gave us another shot..

anjan naman si Third eh... haha!! =)) joke lang!!

that kid really hit me and it hit me hard ah!! waaaaaah! sya din kasi eh.. oh well... haha!!

i miss Nestle soooo much!!!

i miss working with Ms. Melo and the rest of the gang..

i miss Sir Paolo... haha!! bait bait kaya nito!! =p

i miss my stipend!!! pucha 1,000 din ang nawala sakin noh!!

and most especially.... i miss Sir Miggy.. =( sooooo much.... =(

sana di nya nakikita toh!! hahaha! pero ok lang din.. at least he'll know how i feel towards him now that my term for Nestle is near... waaaaaaaah!! =(

so sad!!

DEFENSE!!

2005-04-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

shet! im super kinakabahan na talaga sa defense namin on Monday.. Waaaaaaah!! *RipWitz!!* shet naman kasi talaga eh... feel ko ma me- mental block ako don! sheeeet! =( oh well, sana lang matapos na 'toh.. i mean, sana tapos na! pagdating ni tita res on the 7th, todo enjoy na! wahoo!! im so excited!! ok ok ok.. gagawin ko na muna yung derense, okia?!!

anna, please paki ayos ulet toh, ha?? thanks!!!

THIRD!! =p

whatta day!!

2005-03-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

i want to thank anna for creating my blogspot!* THANKS!!!* sorry but i aint got 4 G's to pay you... bwahaha! anyway, i just got home from anna's place. i went swimming with anna and her cousins in merville! grabe! after i got into an accident, derecho swimming pa ako! wahahaha! lakas toh chong!! oh well, super fun naman yung swimming eh.. we got free food and drinks sponsored by archie izz bezz!! wahaha!! in was asked to join the Gold team for volleyball... oh yeah!! and most especially, i got to know THIRD!!! =) super crush ko talaga sya as in!! i don't know, pero the thing i really liked about him is his tongue ring.. ssooooooooo sexy!! i never fancied tongue rings pero Third's is ultimately hooooooot!!!!! tama bang while talking to me, nilalabas yung tongue ring na yan?!! wahaha!!! well, since im part of the team now, i have big chances of seeing and talking to Third!! shux! i told anna to try tallying the times i mention THIRD, ewan! haha!! i can't wait!!!!!!

can't say nothin' more but.... THIRD!!! *mwah*

THIRD!!! =p

juz can't get enough of ya! ;p

wawa anna... =(

2005-03-29T12:19:00.000+08:00

tama bang ma- hold up si anna as in now lang??? and get this! her phone was still ringing and somebody answered it! damn! but lookin at the bright side, anna's got an excuse to totally get rid of her 3310!! bwahahaha!!! o well... till here!

anna, kahit na- hold up ka, ayusin mo pa din tong blog ko!! mwah!!!

2005-03-29T12:03:00.000+08:00

missin' the beach =p

blog idiot!!

2005-03-29T11:19:00.001+08:00

funny... wala lang... funny lang... ang pathetic ng blog ko.. kaya im expecting YOU, ANNA BANANA to fix this!!!