Pink Chick---GEM
Saturday, April 30, 2005

Mark is a quintessence of the cliché “kung gusto may paraan, kung ayaw may dahilan”.

Isn’t that the right thing to say? It fits his attitude perfectly. I mean, he is the type of person that you’ll see the effort if he wants something, and immediately finds a way to turn down something that gets in the way of what he wants. I know this because we’ve been together for like 3 years? Not as if we had a relationship or anything. We’re friends, block mates, and in those 3 years, I’ve spent 7 solid months with him. This is pure friendship, if you’re thinking anything else aside from what I just said. As in everyday of that freaking 7 months, we’re together! He would throw pillows and trinkets at me so that I’d wake up. Dad even marked our sleeping bag as Mark’s bed. We cook dinner when our parents are out. Actually he does the cooking to dishwashing. He’s been with us the whole summer. Even the people in New York know him very well because he’s never missed a family event. He’s been to every single house party in Newton. He became one of the Ravens team. He even attended Kid’s party! Haha! J. He was the only “friend” who got the chance to step in our ancestral house in Quezon. In school, he always waits for me after my class. I wait for him after his practices for his events in school, and didn’t miss one. On Mondays, we hang out in UM until 7 pm so we can get a ride home with Ryan, his best friend. We go home together, he stays at our house until 11 pm and kuya Don picks him up there. He calls up when he gets home. It seemed like we never ran out of stories to tell and lessons to share. We hang out in Glorietta every weekend. See a movie, eat dinner, kid around, look around, wander. We shop together, cry together, get mad one after the other.

Candy magazine called him up and asked to come for a photo shoot for he was voted as 15th of the 50 Candy Cuties of the year. We went together and I answered the questions for him.

His ex got jealous because she thought Mark was courting me. Our own friends thought we’re together. His friends thought I’m his girlfriend. But still Mark doesn’t consider me as a close friend. Hehe. How ironic.

Walk in the rain.

Everything changed when he left.

I’m not expecting anything. I just want him back…. As the one who came to me from the start.

Everything I said are ghosts that haunt me every night. The memories linger, and it hurts. The friendship that I thought would continue to grow was put to an end. And I hate it. I hate the feeling but eventually I’m actually starting to embrace it.

Things for me are too good to be true.

Ey! If Jul’s not serious about the thing she said about you that she’s doesn’t want you to come with us or anything like that, well, I am dead serious about it. Get the picture?? Quit it, dude! Tangena tama na paasa, chong!



__Bright Sphere]]* at 11:16 AM

B e a u t i f u l N i g h t m a r e ________

***THIS IS ME***

I AM
GEM
21
September 26
Libra
DLSU-Manila, San Beda-Law
lucidstar_10@yahoo.com


I LOVE
stars!
plain shirts
Sabado Nights!
flip flops
the beach!
parteeh!
guys in pink
juniper breeze
NATHAN

I HATE
roaches! eeew!
rainy days
peole leaving
Sunday Syndrome
rejection

I WISH TO HAVE
a laptop
a beach escapade
a new phone!
shih tzu!!!
lotsa lotsa money =p

MY ARCHIVES

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